Beginning of Kimber

2:36 A.M and counting....
My eyes grow tired of this shit wrecked ceiling fan but my body feels too stiff and pained to move so I continue to watch it make a mockery of me. Here I am, living the dream in this god forsaken shit hole of a town. I never believed I'd be another one of the statistics swallowed whole by the lies, deceit and whores of this town.
I used to be a respectful and loving person with close friends and an even closer lover...but now I'm a washed up has been who hasn't even seen the light of celebrity day. What I wouldn't give to go backwards in time instead of forward. To detox the heat, the smog, and my Spanish filled ears. When I was a virgin, when i wasn't gullible, when I was young, when I gave a shit, when I had a drive, when I didn't drink at the crack of dawn, when I had friends, when I had family, a life, a job, respect, believed in love....before I met Kimber.